luahan rasa..

This entry will somehow, contains rojak of story..mind you early!

Assalamualaikum to all readers (if any).

I'm not gonna talk too much (I try). just want to share some of my thoughts for today. Yesterday I am so happy! baking pizza by my own. Alhamdulillah jadi, just doh tak berapa keras. I used 'High Protein Flour' based on my findings in Internet. but maybe I miss some important steps, maybe.

and yesterday watching Loopers really make my mind puzzled, dizziness spread all over my head. lol. found this film with highly recommended from users at website Rotten Tomatoes. overall, i give 4 stars out of 5. Really it made me crazy just to understand the flow of the film. Time travel & action genre. U guys gotta watch! worth i guess, because in the end, it's the mother's touch that somehow can control us from doing the sins. and of course us as Muslim has to abide all the rules from Allah as our Creator.

ok, done with Loopers, I'm gonna focus on what happen today actually. This 1 thing really bug me, maybe for a while, maybe last forever? I don't know. It happens between me and couple of my students. We misunderstood something. And of course, as usual, lecturers are always right when it comes to lecturer+student matters. Even between teachers+students. (but for me, as a human, mistakes is normal, but there's plenty of ways to wisely tell someone their mistakes) because as what we've been told during kids, it is really really important to respects our teachers after our beloved parents. (not included those mind-sicko teachers-maybe only 5% of them exists-maybe lack of inner faith with their religion.)

and what matters here is, is about how the students behave to me, and to some of others lecturers too. We've already think too much on how to 'save' them and try to give the best solutions for them to repair their document, their report to be exact.

"Mane repot yg saya dah tanda before this? So I can compare the correction you've made now"

"Oh, kami dah bukak ring comb"

"****" (dalam hati gua)

"sebab kami nak jimat"

"ohh bab2 belajar nak jimat pulak?"

"awak kene buat banyak pengorbanan mase belajar ni"

and somehow I can't remember one of the student's reply but it's really pissed me off!!

"awak boleh jawab macam tu kat Puan ****** yg dah fikir cara utk repair your report ni?"

and akak colleague aku pon sambung ape yang aku dah cakap tu:

"awak ingat Miss Ain macam ni, dia akan bagi markah tinggi kat awak? We as supervisors don't simply give marks based on your product. but we evaluate you guys all-around. Comprise of (sambil tunjuk rubrik pemarkahan student), comprise of your attitude, effort, your writing, cooperation with your team members. We are not giving marks like your final presentation assessors."

aku dah diam. malas nak bercakap dengan student yang kuat menjawab tapi tak fikir ape impaknya kat dalam hati seorang pengajar. ohh, there's some other things my colleagues mention about:

"awak kene ingat yang awak berurusan dengan manusia. Kami bukan robot yang takde hati & perasaan"

I hope those students manage to think. Time bekeja kalau attitude still sama, sorry to say, you're gonna be hated by your colleagues. Though deep down in my heart I hope that things never happened in anyone especially my own students.

in the end when the students left;

"akak, saya rasa saya pon ade masalah dari segi bla bla bla bla"

yes true, I admit my own mistakes. It seems not good to blame, to keep on saying the students wrong. But I guess I (or even most of my colleagues) will be 'softer' (lembut) if the students keep on listening our suggestions rather than menjawab every little thing we said. Gila. Penat aku rase ha menaip dah boleh jadi 1 entry.

Daripada meluahkan kat orang, somehow it is just nice to share here. Lantak la sape nak bace, bace. yang penting adab dengan pengajar kene jaga. aku bukan malaikat or pembesar ke Datuk or V.I.P. but at least as students, it is best to respect those educators. simple as that!

and me as well, has to improve myself. InsyaAllah I will do that.

To the rest of my students, always know that we lecturers enjoy teaching you, we love to share knowledge with you guys. It is not an easy job mind you. It's all about patient and sacrifice. So please, please, please show at least some respect to your educators. be it a formal educator or even anyone who already teach you knowledge, be it about cooking, life, etc.

"Respect others in order to be respect!" - this quote make me reflects myself; am I lack on respecting others? because life is a circle by the way.

Adios! Wallahu'alam..

main masak-masak: sambal ayam

Salam to all. Amacam cuti? ade besh? ade tak besh? tak kesah la janji cuti ye dok. dari membebel dok kata nyampah keje, bek cuti dan tak kesah la if cuti tu tak wat pape pon. kate cuti. kannn?? :P

so aku dah blur ni, sangat molek la nak share resipi ngan uols. i masak simple2 je. takde la mcm chef wan ke, chef riz ke. sempoi sudah.

eh jap, sape da tengok Ombak Rindu? apesal mcm banyak review kate cite tu tak seswaiii je nak ditengok? n untung gak sape tengok on 1st day sebab takde tapis (hasil pembacaan kat review blog manetah). haha. malas la nk layan tu. tunggu Sherlock Holmes la. nak tgk action movie pon cara gak en?

ok, so tadi aku masak ayam sambal. sepatutnya nak wat ayam masak kicap. tah cane leh jadi sambal. hentam sajala labu.

gamba? KIV jap. laptop adik aku ni apehal tah Bluetooth probs. malas nk cari solution :P

aku banyak tiru dari resipi mat Gebu je senarnye. meh aku story ape yg aku wat:

eh jap2, dalam entri tu mat gebu buat ayam masak kicap. tapi aku nye jadi ayam sambal je. so don't be confused ok. hehe.

Bahan2:

ayam (potong kecik2)

1 biji bawang besar, hiris bulat (tujuan nak bagi manis)

7 biji cili padi (kalo nak lagi pedas, tambah lagi 10 biji)

5 biji bawang putih (nak ketuk bole, tapi aku suke tumbuk kot)

1 inci halia (nak hiris bole, tapi aku suke tumbuk gak. haha)

cili blend (dalam 3 sudu besar)

1 batang kayu manis

sebab takde daun bawang and ade daun sup, aku rembat je daun sup.

Cara-cara:

1. Cuci ayam. aku taktau korang cuci camne. tapi kalo aku, pas da buang lemak sume tu, basuh bersih2, then gaul ngn garam & tepung gandum. tujuan: nak hilangkan bau hanyir.

2. kalo ikut resipi mat gebu, die soh cucuk ayam tu ngn garfu, lumur ngn sikit garam & serbuk kunyit, perap dalam 20minit. tapi apesal aku nye jadi masin sangat? hahaha.

3. jangan lupe goreng ayam tu tapi jangan garing sgt. just nak make sure ayam tu masak. ade member aku dari bidang masak. katenye ayam kalo tak masak betul bole buat sakit perot sebab ade bakteria mcm kat taik tu. euww~ so masak la betul2 ek uols. ikan takpe makan mentah. tapi aku tak sanggop la. hehe.

4. Dah setel part ayam, jom go on to part main menu plak. So kene la blend cili. renyah tapi nak yang terbaik, buat sendiri la en.

5. So, cambiase panaskan minyak dalam kuali, tumis kayu manis.

6. Tumis bawang putih+halia+ bwg merah sikit (ni aku tambah sendiri).

7. pastu tumis cili blend tadi sampai garing. tak garing nanti sakit perut tau.

8. pastu tah macammane aku bole tergatal tangan g taruk serbuk lada hitam tumis skali. blasah.

9. dah garing kaw2, aku g tambah pulak sos tiram. agak2 bole taruk kite balun je ek. hehe

10. dah tu, tambah ayam yg da digoreng tadi.

11. tambah bawang besar yg dah dihiris bulat tu & cili padi gak. agak2 tawar leh tambah garam / kicap. ikut sukati.

12. ade inovasi sikit, tambah daun bawang seelok2nya kot. tapi kt umh ni ade daun sup je. hah, ape lagi. hiris halus2 then taburrrrr~ hehes.

siap!!! mudah kan?? :D

p/s: memasak mampu menghilangkan tension. khennnnnn? =]

7 points..

Assalamualaikum & Salam Sejahtera to all :)

am currently at Seri Iskandar, tumpang rumah Emon my housemate. Why? Sebab sat g aku nak gerak g Ipoh lak, ade kursus Linux Server dari Isnin till Jumaat. Pastu exam kat PJ sabtunye nanti. Boleh? memang aku rase life aku banyak on the road je la. hoho. so mari kite share2 cite sementara otak aku still fresh & white pagi2 nih:

1. Nora Elena

cehh saje je pancing 1st topic ni. Erm time aku berkursus kat melaka tempoh hari memang tak lepas ah tengok cite ni. Tiap2 hari kot tengok. Tapi bole tak aku kate yg citenye agak lembap? erk. ok memang romantik tp diselangi dengan ketidaklogikan. kalo eid tu betul2 sayang kt Nora tu, nape tak selidik dulu baru nak tuduh pompuan tu ade affair ngn boss die? ni la cite melayu, tolong la logik sket. haih~ tapi skg aku cam asek tlepas je sebab da kt poli petang2 join opismet turun jog takpon men kat dewan. lagi berpekdah kot dari dok menternak lemak tgk tv. opsss :P

2. Nur Kasih

ok, maybe quite late tapi aku nak share gak. so far ok, tapi nape si Adam nak gak cari cincin Nur yang hilang tu? mane lagi penting, nyawa or cincin? again, where's the logic aspect? (cewah emo). but overall ok la. support local movies tengok kat cinema.

2. Korea

ok, 1st aku nak kate yg aku pon follow cite korea gak. tp skang cam da xberapa. sape leh lupe kan cite Autumn in My Heart, My Lovely Sam Soon n so on. ok memang undeniable yg dorang ni best2. Tapi skang napsu aku kat korea2 thingy ni dah tak macam dulu. nape ye? kalo analyse my surrounding: my siblings; angah, ayep, apiz, my cousins; nuni, nina, kak cik, ina, etc, my frens; emon, bi, ecah (rummet dulu), sume pon hantu korea. tapi nape saye tak? hoho. sila jawab tidak lebih dari 100 patah perkataan. lol

and secondly, aku macam ade plan nak ke korea tapi 1 hape pon aku tak ready lagi. boleh??

3. Natrah

ape 1st thing came up in ur mind bile aku cakap sal Natrah? yup, pasal seorang perempuan yang berketurunan Belanda tapi dibesarkan kat Indonesia tu. before this, siap ade pementasan lagi kat Istana Budaya but sadly time tu aku takde napsu lagi kat isu beliau. n then baru2 ni lepak kat bilik emon, aku ternampak novel tu. I grab it n belek2. emon pon siap explain serba sikit bout the story. n skrg aku pinjam novel tu jap n once aku dah bace memang takleh berenti melainkan bila keadaan memaksa (hiperbola la sangat).

[sumber: cinta dan air mata Natrah]

Panjang citenye tapi menarik. siap ade gamba2 lagi selit kat novel tu. Mende ni jadi isu sebab ade percanggahan dari segi hak penjagaan Natrah. memikirkan soal keselamatan Natrah, ibu kandungnya serahkannya kepada Che Aminah sebab Jepun time tu memang bias kat mat saleh. Che Aminah bekeje dgn jepun reti cakap jepun sebab follow 1st husband nye bekeje di Jepun dulu. panjang lagi ni kalo aku nak cerita. so kalo nak tau lebih lanjut, baca la buku tu. kalo beli pon worth it gak (RM75). n fyi, aku tak dapat komisen pon dok promote cite tu kat cni. haha :P

4. Wedding

bukan saya. tapi member2 saya. hehe..tahniah buat kawan2 yang dah selamat mendirikan rumah tangga. semoga bahagia buat selama-lamanya..hari ahad lepas aku sempat attend majlis member ukm dlu: Nadhirah Meor Yusoff. No matrik: A115838 hah betol ke? haha. ke no matrik dila tah. aku ni dah terhapal lak no matrik member. apehal tah :P

dari kiri: Wani, kak Il, me, Nad, Miza, Ain

Nad kalo time blaja dulu suke panggil aku Puan Ain tapi last2 die yang kawen dulu okk. so sangat tak valid panggil aku puan, siap ade tulah tu, last2 depa kawen dulu. lol. n she's so pretty on her wedding dress. comeynye la hai :)

5. Workout

aku sempat turun main ari isnin n selase je. tapi memang kaw2. 1st day je dah round poli. tapi 1round je la ngn Zana. pastu kitorang men squash n badminton. squash memang tgelak2 je main. aku dok lari sane sini dah bape kali terhenyak kat dinding tah. kitorang siap marah2 kate bilik tu kecik. kih2. n then dah tu main badminton lawan Koie ngn sorang staff lain (lupe name.hehes). Koie banyak main kat net. geram gua. aku memang lemah kot part tu. haha. yang lagi sorang smash kuat tak hengat memang gigil2 la sambut..kih2

6. Inner peace

sape cam mane aku dapat term di atas? lol. kungfu panda of course. yang 1st aku tengok kt tv je, mase tu tv3 ade main. seriously so funny. n then yang second aku layan kat cinema. ok la, memang ade scene2 yg funny. paling takle bla mulut warrior burung tu dok ternganga time panda peluk ngn tigress. n jugak time merak tu kate pasal tahun merak, siap servant die wish new year. haha.

7. suka menyukai. tetttt!

ok, subtopic ni pon takde kaitan ngn haku. lol. semalam la time breakfast dok menyembang ngn mak emon. katenye, bab2 hati dan perasaan ni bukan dalam kawalan kita, hanya Allah je yang mampu mengubah hati seseorang. let say kalo hati kita memang dah nekad minat kat seseorang siap dah bagi hint tapi orang tu wat bodo, don't worry, still ade harapan tapi dengan cara berdoa pada Allah.

memang aku pon setuju dengan ape yang mak emon kate, tapi bagi aku, kalo dah dalam situasi camtu, takya la nak mengharap pape lagi. bikin sesak otak je. bunga bukan sekuntum, kumbang bukan sekor. lol. ade jodoh tak kemana gak. n some more, kalau ikutkan sejarah, Rabiatul Adawiyah yang hanya dalam hatinya ada Allah. die menghambakan dirinya pada Allah yang satu. pencipta teragung. so agak2 kita di tahap mane ye? *batuk2*

n some more, lepas tengok ade video ceramah agama haritu, aku dapat simpulkan yang once kite letak harapan kat manusia, kite akan kecewa. (it happens to me oftenly, not in relation thingy je, kadang2 dalam keje, etc), sebab ape? sebab Allah nak kite letakkan harapan HANYA padaNya, bukan pada manusia or lain2..

[sumber: ZeroHanz.com]

n ade my aunt, cik Faridah yang sangat2 berjasa tentang hal kami sekeluarga especially masa mak warded tempoh hari, beliau kerap bagi kami doa2 harian. n ade satu ni dia nasihat kat aku pasal jodoh, katenye dah bole start mohon pada Allah minta diringankan jodoh..erk, aku cam da kaget time tu, tapi takpe katenye, kite berdoa je, tak salah pon selain doakan Allah ampunkan dosa ibu-bapa kite, ahli keluarga, umat Islam dan lain2 doa lagi..

Wallahualam..

p/s: can anybody spot any mistakes in this post? lol aku nampak tapi dah malas nak edit. bio je la. lol

Sweeney Todd

went to midVel today with Ain Nordin aka Ateh. kak La cant manage to follow us as her dad got an accident lak . hoping that everything's fine. today is thaipusam so i have a very strong feelings that there's no bus for today. then how to go watching my uncle Johnny er? after waiting for 30mins, there's a bus coming to us, but the sad thing is we are not the only two waiting for the bus but there's another 30 something (i guess) people waiting to rush into it. other alternative: taking a cab. ok then, we - as the laziest gals in the world- took the cab to commuter station.

here we already at Mid. bought the movie tickets n just loafing around. my favourite place to hang around is MPH of course! grab all the latest magazines and sit quietly on the bench provided. reading the hot stuff while eating cadbury choc. nyum2 absolute pleasure as i don't like to buying those girls magazine - they(the publisher) tend to rotate all the issues, ok maybe they do some research regarding to the contents, but who cares? haha

ok2 concentrate to the blog's title - Sweeney Todd- basically it's about a revenge towards somebody who use their power in the wrong way. so that the so-called criminal wanna do something to satisfied himself. this movie is an absolute 2 thumbs up product! it is the mixture of a forbidden love, sort of hillarious and some sarcastics element that can be related with our current life. (apekah ku merepek?) some hillarious part are when Todd wanna kiss his bride during their marriage and the way the Italian man speaking English - his accent. The most sad part is when Todd realized that the one he once thought a nuisance (the beggar) is his beloved and "she's so beautiful" wife. my tears started to burst on that very moment. the forbidden love ended with a drain of blood flowing along the city. *weep*

settled with the movie part. we then made our way to ukm. am so sleepy that i don't realized that i slept till 8pm. kelam kabut solat Maghrib. huhu. so tired feels like puke all the digested food in my stomach. *burf*