2013

Assalamualaikum & Salam Sejahtera.

Salam tahun baru. walaupun aku bukan jenis sambut event2 camni. Malam tadi lepak ruang tamu je, borak2 dengan kak Ainie & kak Lin. cukup masa, masok bilik, golek2 atas katil. n tido. simple as that.

Pagi, bangun, setel laundry skit, g lunch, n siap2 g opis. Nak kemas meja aku. semak .

So tahun baru pon masok dah. Kalau diizinkan Allah, aku bakal berubah title tahun 2013 ni. dan harini aku mcam baran sikit. haha. semua benda nak cepat. apekes tah.

semoga kita semua dalam lindunganNya. amin.

Langkawi vacation :)

Assalamualaikum & Salam Sejahtera uols~

Alhamdulillah aku masih hidup bernafas di bumi Allah ni..cuma dah lama x update blog. oh tak mengapa, takde denda pon khenn~

Recently my family & I, ok walau tak semua just aku, ayah, umi & hafiz je  yang ada, kitorang g vacation ke Langkawi. yeah Langkawi kat Kedah nun. bertolak Isnin petang, arrived there bout 11pm, stay at Bahagia Hotel, kat Kuah.

Overall awesome! Day 1: g Dataran Lang & Kilim Geoforest Park. Gambar tak transfer lagi, so later la kot. P Langkawi, 1 day pon uols dah boleh mahir jalan2 kat ctu. berbekalkan peta yang kitorang amek kat Airport, so round2 to search for interesting places using that map. free! hehe..

Kat Dataran Lang amek gambar la kan. I've been there 10 years back, when I'm in Form 3, bayangkan la masa dah berlalu kan.

yg Kilim River tu actually aku terbaca blog orang je, kate best. so jalan2 then terjumpa. Supposely the rate is RM250 per boat, 10 peoples. tapi sebab kitorang ni trip sendiri, dorang letak harga RM120 for 4 person. erm ok la kot, aku tutup mata je time tu. haha. semata2 nak tengok nature kan.

1st, pegi Gua Kelawar, masa tu dah pukul 5.50ptg, so just ada kitorang berempat je kat situ, driver boat kat boat la kan. Masuk gua pon laju2 je, cepat2 cari Exit. haha.

2nd, pegi fish farm. Ade sorang pakcik; Pak Su namenye, explain kat kitorang pasal Ikan Pari, belangkas & Ikan Sumpit. Aku geli kot nak pegang belangkas. huhu tapi comel la depa jalan.hehe. ikan sumpit tu dapat nama gitu sebab die mengumpan bak menyumpit tapi guna air. puiii terpancut air dari bawah tatkala umpan roti diletakkan kat kayu sangkar ikan tu. (oh abaikan penulisan skema saya. hehe)

3rd, tengok helang makan. perut & lemak ayam gitu. driver boat pon ringan mulut terangkan pasal helang. cool!

4th, menjenguk ke muara Lautan Andaman. ok this is where the cuakness at the peak! patot paya bakau airnya tenang, jadi tak keruan gara2 ombak menghempas pantai. cuak weh. we even ask the guide to patah balik as fast as he could. haha. da nampak pulau Thailand. even my hp da memekak2 promote Maxis Thailand. kira dah roaming la apebenda tah.

amacam? best tak aku bebel? haha.

2nd day, kitorang g Langkawi Cable Car. normal adult with MyKad: RM15, tapi total period kitorang sampai utk queue and naik dari pukul 11.30 till 3.00ptg kot. haha aku hentam je tapi lebih kurang la tu. so utk tidak membuang masa, while waiting for cable car, we ols cuci mata ke Telaga Tujuh, jarak dalam 5min je kot naik kete. Tapi nak naik tu cam nokhorom gak la penatnye. aku pakai jeans je kot! silap besar tol! so hanya berjaya naik sampai air terjun 2nd je. jadi la kan. posing sepam dua, then turun balik. menggigil ketaq lutut toksah habaq laa. haiyaa~

Da sampai puncak kabel car to awesome! Subhanallah! really remind me of Namsan Tower. ohh baru ku tau takyah g jauh2, kat Tanah Air sendiri je dah ade pemandangan yang superb lawa! so pasni takyah g oversea dah, unless aku berjaya jejak kaki ke Mekah, doing umrah & Haji. Amin Ya Allah, please makbulkan doaku ini..huhu~

3rd day. visit Underwater World. kat Pantai Chenang. one thing yang aku perasan kat Langkawi ni, berlaku lambakan of Mat & Minah Saleh. Di mana dorang selamba badak je pakai bra gitu je kalau panas. adoi la, tak beragak betul! kalau orang Arab mai, siap pakai jubah, purdah lagi tuuu, kaler hitam lagi tu...see the difference? oh by the way, aku pakai menutup la. tapi serius ah, memang selamba gaban omputeh ni. *keh2*

oh Underwater World tu Subhanallah really awesome! tapi aku rase Aquaria KLCC lagi best kot~ hew2. or Zoo Negara pon best jugak! seriously !

maka, tamatlah saya membuat pembentangan percutian kali ni ke Langkawi. sok2 taktau pulak ke mana, dan dengan siapa. hehehehe *gelak miang*

till then, Assalamualaikum.

Oh by the way, just now read Surah Al Kahfi (bcoz today is Friday). with the translations. rase nak g Gua Kahfi tu lar. azam ni. semoga dapat dipenuhi my wishlist! hoh koya plak aku bajet omputeh nk pakai wishlist. kena banyak2 berdoa la ni.

n also bump into article about Uwais bin Al Qarni, seorang yang sangat2 mencintai ibunya, patuh pada Allah & merindui Nabi Muhammad. Cite pasal die berlatih naik turun bukit dengan lembu semata2 nak praktis utk dukung ibunya ke Mekah, Subhanallah. Walaupun ade penyakit sopak, tapi beliau dah awal2 diiktiraf sebagai warga penduduk langit. Mampukah kita sampai ke taraf tu? T-T dosa aku banyak sangat2. Moga Allah ampunkan dosa2 kita & moga kita mati dalam redhaNya & keimanan terhadapNya..amin Ya Allah~

liang lahad.

Assalamualaikum & Salam Sejahtera uols~

So skangni aku berkampung plop kat Poli Merlimau Melaka (PMM), jadi Infosys Trainer for Polytechnics Students. Ade student PMM, PMS,PPD kat cni. aku ajar modul Intro to Computer System dgn Operating System. Dah masok hari ke 6 aku kat cni ha. yeayy da nak balik umah! hehe..

overall. ok la..tapi ade aku bebel kat student dalam kelas tadi. Taktau nape aku hyper gile kot arini time ngajar ptg tadi. hahaha. berikut merupakan cite merapu aku. KAH3

"Ok, awak kena ingat sume 5 types of Disk Scheduling ni sampai ke liang lahad k!"

"ape cik? sampai liang lahad? wahh!"

"ye la, btw, penah dengar kan pepatah arab: Tolabal Ilmi Minal Mahdi Ilal-lahdi"

"ha??" -ok time ni ramai student wat muka blur. boleh?

"tu maksudnya: tuntutlah ilmu dari buaian hingga ke liang lahad"

"ooooooooooooo" , kata dorang serentak. haha. da macam koir.

"awak tau kan sebab ape tuntut ilmu sampai liang lahad, sebab time tu ade malaikat yg akan tanya awak dalam kubur. ingat tak malaikat ape?"

"munkar & nakir" -naseb baik ade yang leh jawab. hehe..

"gud, kate pegi semayang jumaat tiap2 minggu, tapi yang tu pon x ingat ek?"-sedap pulak aku tembak sebab dorang baru pas balik semayang jumaat. hehe..

lalu disambut helai tawa student. hehe. korang ingat aku gurau2 ke? aku serious kot. haha. semoga paham. keh2 :P

p/s: same2 la kita baiki diri kayyy =)

K.I.S.S

Assalamualaikum..

So, whats up guys? hope everything's went well. ditambah pulak dengan musim hujan, dengan taufan Sandy baru2 ni kat US. Dunia ni tua dah..aku pon. kejap je da almost 8 years tinggalkan alam persekolahan. Guess how old I am? hehe..

Dan last week, attend Raifana' kenduri. One of my friends during primary school dulu. Lame kan? sronot dpt   jumpe member2 lama semula. Kejap sangat la dapat jumpe Puan Hanim. Masok keje petang katanya. Maka nye pun kejap jugaklah aku dapat main dengan anak er; Iman. Still cute as always~ hehe..

Ahadnya pulak aku g Shah Alam. memula tengok barang2 outdoor. oh baru teringat owner kedai tu soh aku carik student kot2 sape nak buat outdoor activity, leh roger dia. So for those students yang tengah baca blog saya ni (kalau ada) n bminat nk buat outdoor activity, just give me a ring kay. I'll give you guys no phone owner brg2 outdoor ni.

& then, g makan kat Yazid Burger dekat ngn UiTM Shah Alam tu plop. lepak dengan Fahmi, Din & Aish. 500gm burger share 4 org. RM20. Serius sedap! n kenyang aku ..huhu..lagipun dah dok perabih air jagung besaq noo..naseb bek tak memerut on dat night. lol :p

so for this week, recap all the previous syllabus. next week will be study week, n the following weeks will be the examination week. Hope all the best for my students! =)

ok lah, dats all. till then..xoxo :)

p/s: K.I.S.S. stands for: Keep It Simple Stupid! hehe..tau time matriks dulu, lecturer Kimia cite pengalaman dia blaja kat oversea..yada..yada..papai :)

Alhamdulillah~

Assalamualaikum..

Everyday we are doing the same things..activity..especially me as an educator..

Routines can really gain boredom, but it turns different when it comes with different people, different students..

Woke up at 6+, nature's call, taking shower, brush teeth, wash my face, Subuh Prayer, iron clothes, switch on the tv, watch MHI just to know the current news, quickly prepare to go to the office, start my car, went to office, arrived, flash card, buy breakfast meal, went upstairs to office, switch on the light, eat breakfast, quickly prepared go to the class, and it's even more clumsy when my class start at 8am.

So, can you really feels how it feels to be me? cewah poyo nye ayat..

and every other day, we have fun, we gain sad moment, getting emotional on certain things, feels happy when people throw laughter on your jokes, we talk about our life, about our childhood, about our beloved family! about what happen last night..

in class, we deal with students, sometimes I myself don't really aware of my face expression, only when i got feedback from students then I know how masam I am sometimes. lol. I love my students! I hope they will benefits from all the knowledge gain in their studying phase. Not just pass in exam, but to be a good human, gain good attitude, can think out of box instead of just being spoon-feed by lecturers. (which is totally not cool at all!)

we make powerpoint slides, or sometimes instruct students to present in group, so that you guys won't be so culture-shock in university later-where no lecturers will guide you the same way we guide and 'pampered' you guys here. Absolute no!

and later, went it's already 5pm. The office still chaos, my colleagues come and go, some of them rush to the flash card machine so that they can fetch their children from the babysitters. Some of them went for Asar Prayer..it is much more easier if the prays is the top priority in life, hati lebih tenang, lebih mudah nak menghabiskan satu-satu keje.

for me, sometimes I change clothes, get ready for evening jog. For the moment, 2 round (3km) is enough for me as my daily routine (or maybe at least twice a week.can meh? lol)

later, went home, take a glance to the surrounding of my house. The landlord lives for about 4 homes away from the house I rent together with Emon.

Getting in, put all the bags, taking shower, ready for Maghrib, Maghrib prayer, take a quick nap where sometimes I can gain 'kebas' at my legs. huhu..so sakit..n then recite Quran, try understand the meaning, then take a dinner meal. As a single person, I'd rather just eat bread with tuna spread, or with nutella flood all over the bread. lol. sometimes just took cornflakes+milk, sunsweet, any available cake, or green apple. hehe. diet kah? taktau :p

n when the eyes are so heavy, it is just nice went to the bad, n landing like an aeroplane. lol. that's my life. How's yours? Whatever it is, I'm really really syukur to Allah s.w.t for giving me all the nikmat yg tak terhingga, syukur for having such great parents, siblings, family members! colleagues! friends! and also my fiance and later InsyaAllah my husband. InsyaAllah. may the best with us. Pray hard, learn more, smile more, be grateful even more. Syukran Ya Allah! Alhamdulillah..

err, I think I'm already lost the intention for my entry today. Let it be just like what it should be. lol. whatever. adios!

luahan rasa..

This entry will somehow, contains rojak of story..mind you early!

Assalamualaikum to all readers (if any).

I'm not gonna talk too much (I try). just want to share some of my thoughts for today. Yesterday I am so happy! baking pizza by my own. Alhamdulillah jadi, just doh tak berapa keras. I used 'High Protein Flour' based on my findings in Internet. but maybe I miss some important steps, maybe.

and yesterday watching Loopers really make my mind puzzled, dizziness spread all over my head. lol. found this film with highly recommended from users at website Rotten Tomatoes. overall, i give 4 stars out of 5. Really it made me crazy just to understand the flow of the film. Time travel & action genre. U guys gotta watch! worth i guess, because in the end, it's the mother's touch that somehow can control us from doing the sins. and of course us as Muslim has to abide all the rules from Allah as our Creator.

ok, done with Loopers, I'm gonna focus on what happen today actually. This 1 thing really bug me, maybe for a while, maybe last forever? I don't know. It happens between me and couple of my students. We misunderstood something. And of course, as usual, lecturers are always right when it comes to lecturer+student matters. Even between teachers+students. (but for me, as a human, mistakes is normal, but there's plenty of ways to wisely tell someone their mistakes) because as what we've been told during kids, it is really really important to respects our teachers after our beloved parents. (not included those mind-sicko teachers-maybe only 5% of them exists-maybe lack of inner faith with their religion.)

and what matters here is, is about how the students behave to me, and to some of others lecturers too. We've already think too much on how to 'save' them and try to give the best solutions for them to repair their document, their report to be exact.

"Mane repot yg saya dah tanda before this? So I can compare the correction you've made now"

"Oh, kami dah bukak ring comb"

"****" (dalam hati gua)

"sebab kami nak jimat"

"ohh bab2 belajar nak jimat pulak?"

"awak kene buat banyak pengorbanan mase belajar ni"

and somehow I can't remember one of the student's reply but it's really pissed me off!!

"awak boleh jawab macam tu kat Puan ****** yg dah fikir cara utk repair your report ni?"

and akak colleague aku pon sambung ape yang aku dah cakap tu:

"awak ingat Miss Ain macam ni, dia akan bagi markah tinggi kat awak? We as supervisors don't simply give marks based on your product. but we evaluate you guys all-around. Comprise of (sambil tunjuk rubrik pemarkahan student), comprise of your attitude, effort, your writing, cooperation with your team members. We are not giving marks like your final presentation assessors."

aku dah diam. malas nak bercakap dengan student yang kuat menjawab tapi tak fikir ape impaknya kat dalam hati seorang pengajar. ohh, there's some other things my colleagues mention about:

"awak kene ingat yang awak berurusan dengan manusia. Kami bukan robot yang takde hati & perasaan"

I hope those students manage to think. Time bekeja kalau attitude still sama, sorry to say, you're gonna be hated by your colleagues. Though deep down in my heart I hope that things never happened in anyone especially my own students.

in the end when the students left;

"akak, saya rasa saya pon ade masalah dari segi bla bla bla bla"

yes true, I admit my own mistakes. It seems not good to blame, to keep on saying the students wrong. But I guess I (or even most of my colleagues) will be 'softer' (lembut) if the students keep on listening our suggestions rather than menjawab every little thing we said. Gila. Penat aku rase ha menaip dah boleh jadi 1 entry.

Daripada meluahkan kat orang, somehow it is just nice to share here. Lantak la sape nak bace, bace. yang penting adab dengan pengajar kene jaga. aku bukan malaikat or pembesar ke Datuk or V.I.P. but at least as students, it is best to respect those educators. simple as that!

and me as well, has to improve myself. InsyaAllah I will do that.

To the rest of my students, always know that we lecturers enjoy teaching you, we love to share knowledge with you guys. It is not an easy job mind you. It's all about patient and sacrifice. So please, please, please show at least some respect to your educators. be it a formal educator or even anyone who already teach you knowledge, be it about cooking, life, etc.

"Respect others in order to be respect!" - this quote make me reflects myself; am I lack on respecting others? because life is a circle by the way.

Adios! Wallahu'alam..

Isnin tak bersalah!

Assalamualaikum semua :)

di keheningan pagi ISNIN nan permai ini, aku pon ringankan lah jari jemari runcing nan halus (harapan) nk coret serba sedikit bout ape yg berlaku dalam life aku lately..oh by the way, motif aku capital kan word ISNIN tadi sebab aku CUTI arini! haha.hahahahaha. actually ade reason lain nak cuti, tapi trip cancel, so lepak je la umah ha. best gak, pagi2 dah anta adek apiz g Sek, PMR for today; paper Math & KH. hope he will do his very best! amin Ya Allah~

erm macam tak best plak update blog tengah dia jawab exam. nak baca pape yg patot jap la. heh. pendek gile entry ni. takpelah, buat syarat. agagaga..till then~ adioz!