two.

Selasa..

worst. EL arituh. eksiden. time nak kuar dari tempat park, tanpa diduga, ade kereta dari arah belakang rempuh my car. n I was like... erk? betol ke or it was just a dream? Serius terkejut yg amat sgt. pastu ade la btekak barang seminit dua but glad that the person takdela tengking tahap jauh-1km-leh dgr ke kan. It's just me and him la gado sket.

takpe2. pengalaman mendewasakan. tapi melayang gak la dwet aritu kat cops. erm takpela. janji tak melayang nyawa time tuh. huhu. papepon, thanx Wani for being there all the way till settled hal sume2 tuh.. huhu.. and of course my dad for his idea, everything. I almost cried when he said something.. erm tak sedih mane, but really touched afta talking with him on the phone. Thanx dad. Cekpah also included. Sume2 yang I called on that day. Really, thank you. Only Allah knows how menggeletar I am after dat. Ok, pasni gotta be more extra careful. huhu

Rabu..

ok, semalamnye aku dah dikejutkan dgn eksiden. mini la kot. but then today, also got another 'suprise' for me. Oh, Allah benar2 menguji ku. Ayah call, bgtau ade dapat surat panggilan mengajar. ohh ohh..

terdiam seketika aku time tuh.. so, seems like I have to released all that I have now. My job, my life in KL. huhu..

ok. after thinking, judging deeply. rationally (hopefully) . this is it. This is my decision. I've made up my mind, I'll go for the call. If not, then I have to pay the compensation and I don't think the company will pay for it. Dah macam harga rumah weh.

Actually, during studies I've got the scholar from KTPM (Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi Msia) and I have to be the lecturer in any Politeknik or Kolej Komuniti once they call me la. So, this is what I have to do. Sedih. pasni I'm gonna miss everything here. Every single thing. Jodoh tak panjang with the current company.. huhu..